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[Former-Member]

No @Faith-and-Hope this is me at my lowest and my son is home and I don't care

[Former-Member]

You care i know you do

[Faith-and-Hope]

Sounds like Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467 is the best idea @Former-Member.

Make the call ... we're here for you 💜💜💜

[Former-Member]

Yeh, i'd be interested to know if you get a good counselor, what they suggest, if it helps - give them a call, I'll wait 💕

[Former-Member]

You know after I hit post I realise what I wrote and was thinking. I know I'm messed up. I have been so determined to stay here for him because I was all he had. Now my son and his girlfriend are moving in it has given me this feeling of a leave pass because he will have someone to care for him. I know this is so wrong but it keeps invading my thinking. 

[Former-Member]

You ok @Former-Member? Haven't said anything to upset you? Don't mean to.
Oh, hi there @Faith-and-Hope, good to see you 💕

[Former-Member]

No @Former-Memberyou haven't made things worse, I guess the opposite

[Former-Member]

I've felt the same when my son moved in with his fiancée the year my girl died. Oh God it was hard not to. There's a bit part of US that wants to live still, we've just lost touch with it.

[Former-Member]

I'm so tired of living in crisis so much. I hate this part of my life. @Former-Member You were right I guess there is so much stress I'm not dealing with. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Your son and his girl are there for you @Former-Member.  That's why they're moving in with you .... you all need each other .... 

And your other son is coming back too, right ?