Thank you for your encouragement @Phoenix_Rising, I am far from perfect but I try hard. Hoping the couples counselling will help me to try smarter rather than harder.
Found a box of old letters and cards from my darling when cleaning our room today, gave me a much need boost. Brought back memories from when she was well(er) (I say well-er because she has always struggled, Im sure you would understand that).
I realy trust that things pick up for you soon, like my darling you deserve a break.
