Oh well done @BPDSurvivor  that's an achievement. I'll bet you feel good too, probably tired, but good.

I'm sitting here thinking there's another achievement I've had today. I had a bit of a list of things I hoped I'd get done yesterday and today, it was a moveable list. Usually, when I don't get a thing on my list done I feel like I might as well have not done anything in the day, whatever I have done is worthless because of that one thing I failed at completing. 

I wanted to make my Anzac biscuits; as I've run out and I don't eat store bought biscuits. But I did not get that done.

The magical thing is that I'm not thinking badly of myself!! I'm not beating myself up for NOT having gotten that done. 

This is a very, very unusual feeling. I hope it lasts, I feel like I could begin to heal if I could keep this sensation.

Just also including: it's not a side effect of meds, I don't drink, or partake of mind altering stuffs. 

I feel like I'm smiling inside. I needed to share that 'cos it's huge for me.  

Have a great weekend everyone.