OMG I remember Mazy, I miss her so much! @Sophia1  @Mazarita  My journey continues, I have had my 2nd request accepted & I am waiting for the official paperwork for the 3rd. {3 strikes you're out ;)} It won't be long now. I'm thinking within or around a week. I started a new medication, a steroid, which has given me sooooo much relief, better than the strong pain killers!! I just received a proper pressure cushion & an over the bath seat today {the cushion is magic, like the new pills}. I'm feeling the best I have in months; I've even eaten a little more {which also makes me feel so much better :)}. I didn't get to bed until 1am, I was told the new meds may affect my sleep, but I think I can handle it for a week 😉 The thing I've noticed ever since the breast cancer, ever since the dreaded 'C' was said; is I have so much gratefulness for everything I do have, everything that isn't bad - it's a good feeling. Sure, I whinge & whine . . . I'm Human & I've been suffering . . . & that's what suffering Humans do 😉 But I want everyone here to know, that ever since I found this site & all the people in it, it has helped me so much - it has been my only lifeline at times. THANK YOU ALL!!!!!