Hello lovely sparkly @Exoplanet 

I made it back.....

Take number ...(lost count how many posts on forums even emails in real life that end up in cyberspace)

I am having little sleep and my head is misbehaving dreadfully as a result.

How are you managing sleep....rest..

Do you have a view of anything interesting from your bed as in outside?

Tell me about what you see and hear...

There is a commonality between your sister's treatment of you and mine of me..

they do not change..

trust in your intuition and do what you feel is right for you...nothing to do with anyone else.

your journey...your time..

The floral path of colourful petals to the ocean floor...

I want my ashes spread at sea...

My dad is there and one day I will add my mum's when I am ready..

Is that your wish?

In my lost response I saw waving poppies, hollyhocks and sunflowers....I smelt lavender, thyme, rosemary, oregano, sage...

I can feel the sand beneath our feet..

We reach the edge of the sea and the tide comes in and out dragging us back out as we unconsciously dig our toes in to keep our balance..

we fall over and are wet...splashing each other now as we treasure the smell and taste of the salty sea...carefree and at one with nature..

is there anywhere else you would like to visit holding my hand before thursday?

This has taken so long to write..

I do hope that you have not responded since and this whole message becomes irrelevant

Lastly do you have a time frame that you might log in on thursday ...

I would love to try to be on at the same time with you..

I am imagining that you have an appointment time to work with..

I believe that you want honesty and that is what I offer, to try to make this internet connection that separates us and yes protects all of us at the same time, the best that we can have.

sending you a basket full of aromatic herbs and cuttings from flowers taken along the path we shared to our adventure at the calm serene stretch of sand and sea.

love to you dear friend

Sophia1❤