@kato I do feel a little better tonight thanks but still a bit on edge. Frazzled because my psych talked so much about the new medication I am.on, I asked about the interactions with the others and how the pharmacist has worries. So that was more time spent looking that up and explaining it to me. Then him not being able to determine a diagnosis ?? Like what's up with that ?? He's had me placed in this diagnosed box for so long that he didn't see past it. I felt like I hadn't been taken seriously. And the fact that I was placed on anti-depressants that never worked and he never did anything to help as I have times when I appeared well. But the whole time my life was spinning out of control. I have begged for his help. Because of some strange attachment thingy I was always on a high to see him. I told him this. The lows and crippling fear were going to be the death of me and luckily I didn't go down that path 100% but it was always on my mind. Anyways with the new meds working so well currently he just kinda then dismissed me. It maybe all in my head but thats were it is. I didn't even get a chance to speak and now I gotta wait 2 months. I am sometimes super sensitive. And the old self-esteem just isn't what it used to be. Oh Bugger have I said to much......silly me gonna press post anyway.

THANKS